Taught to live?

Something is wrong with my heart,i think it was torn apart.

I was taught to be honest,i have always been ,a very few white lies,i have said.

I was taught to be kind,i am.

I was taught to love, i do without expectations.

I was taught to be polite,i am.

I was taught to lead, i do without mastering.

I was taught to learn,i do.

I was taught to smile.i do even when am hurt.

I was taught to be straightforward,i am.

I was not taught to live......i never was.