What is it,that is missing??????

Something is yet to be said or done

I attempt to figure it out

Is it cos of life's hushing rush

Which conquers my mind alltime

Or is it cos of the superiority complex 

Or possessiveness or whatever

I am fed up of things 

Which were close to me once

I run out of thoughts

Even to my dearies and fairies

Life is as usual in its run

Which no longer appeals me as fun

I need  a  word or deed

Which is my very need

A word which will invigorate

A deed making me feel venerated

Am the one ,the ONE who is me and very much me

And i wish to conquer and occupy my place ,solely......