Am nt the first ,but the best......

I wanted to be the first

I aspired to be the first

I longed to be the first

I  was inspired to be the first

And i endeavored to become  the first

I  walked up the hill,i thought am the first ever

I won the match ,i thought am the first

I lost.,i thought am the first

whether its my innocence or my idiocy

Am nt the first,i can never be the first.

Whatever i have done,doing or do

Whatever i said,saying,or will say 

Somebody has ,have ,or had

I was disappointed,kinda vexed

What is this life?

I can never be first 

And yeah ,not the last too

Cos am nt the first or last human in this world

I am following the foottraces of survival

But i wont be the same as all

Ya,am not he first,

Am nt the last

But i will be surely one 

Among the best,

The best ever......